Friday, April 17, 2020

17 April - One Month Gone

According to the calendar, I've been away from the daily workplace for a solid month as of this past Tuesday. And while it's the right thing to do, and while I have plenty of projects and diversions to occupy my hands and brain, this sure doesn't feel like a vacation.

Sure, I enjoy time off as much as the next person, but the reason behind these days at home is deadly serious, and pokes holes in any attempt to be fully at ease with the downtime. Each new case, and every loss of life affects each of us to differing degrees, but there's a constant stream of discomforting news that's impossible to ignore, at least for anyone with any shred of empathy. The sorrows that affect us directly are always acutely felt, but even the cases that aren't on our doorstep are still out there, and we can't help but be aware of them. We feel them, like a soft and tragic undercurrent that won't go away. It's like a tinnitus of the soul. It nags.

But then again, it probably ought to. We need to take heart, stay strong, and hold onto as much optimism as we can muster, but we also can't afford to ignore the very present danger the daily numbers say is still very much with us all. In doing so, we risk losing our humanity. Let's not let that happen.

The only way through this is out the other side. Together.